About My Father:

I have always felt indifferent towards my mother for not talking about my indolent father. My mother has always been benevolent who was always concerned with my well being since I was born. I don’t remember a lot about him the lack of clarity with what happened years ago is very obscure. I still remember the last day I saw him. I felt that he felt vindicated after all that he had done. My last words are now so futile. After that day I have heard nothing from him and it kills me to see how much he doesn’t seem to love me. All of these years not a single letter, phone call, email have reached me. Nothing seems to mollify me when I know that he is out there living his life like I never existed. My intuition tells me that I need to let the thoughts of him go. I need to learn how to be staid in everything I do.